DAY TWO

~~~ After you left, I went to the mall with Arlene, did some shopping... Do not worry I did not buy anything... Oh Wait, I did get a Pretzel dog... But you told me that I had to eat so I did ;-)

Then I went to work... Boring place still... But I felt I had no reason to leave so I kept detailing and taking my time... It was not too bad...

After work I came home and Arlene came over... We watched a whole one episode of Gossip Girl... Since I have only read the first book, that was as far as we were able to go, lol... Then she left...

And of course, just like everyone said, even you, "Nights are going to be the worth" and that was true... Im so use to you holding me and rubbing my back and just showing me that I have my love next to me and that I am safe where I am... It was hard going to sleep... I do not think I slept very much through the night... You started to text me around 3:30 am and I heard my phone the second it went off... Plus it was hotter then hot and that did not help me too much, lol... I slept on your side :-) with Riley Bear... :-)

I still have not read the letter you wrote me and put in Riley's pocket... Do not worry love, I will read it, I am just holding on to it until I can not text u anymore...

So you just called me :-) I love to hear your voice baby... It is going to be really hard I can not talk to you or text you whenever I want... But if letters is the only way I can talk to you, then letters it is...

Everything came through.. Now you just need your flight ticket and then your set to go baby :-) I hope Srgt Adams can get your rank stuff... I searched to see if I had anything that said that but I could not find anything... I sorry my love...

I am not strong right now... But I will be love... I know this is the hardest part of this (the beginning) but I know I can do it... It is just going to take some time Baby... Im glad I thought of this blog spot thing... Then I can write everything I do and the things that is going through my mind...

Its like when something is bothering someone and you just need to get it all out to feel better... That is what this is helping me do...

And when you get to AIT or what not, you can go through and see everything I have sent to you and what not... I am going to learn to put up pictures on here too... My cousin showed me this site... Hopefully it comes out cool...

Well my love... I am going to go and put our bills and paper work in our folders... And then maybe taco tuesday with everyone, but not sure yet... And hopefully talk to you tonight babe!!!
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I Love You for ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!