DAY THREE

Its official...
Your there in MO...
At Fort Middle Of No Where...

I feel better...
I didn't cry on the way home nor have I cried since I have been sitting in my room.. So far ;-)
I think the crying was so much because you were only about an hour from me and it was like I could see you... There was that opening, you know...
But now that your not even in California, and your on base right, There is no way I can just drive over and hope to get a glimpse of you...

I guess with you being at the Hotel in LA, it made it feel like you were right there over the wall but no one was going to let me get over it to see you...

Now that you are at Boot Camp, I see that this is the start.. Its a new beginning for us... I don't have to cry anymore... Time has actually started now and I get to count down to the day that were back in each others arms :-)

Do not get me wrong, I still miss you to death, but Im not going through a depress anxiety attack anymore... LoL... Again, Im only speaking as of right now... ;-)

I love you baby... I'm so glad that you were able to bring your phone so I could talk to you until you got there... Knowing that you got there safely and everything makes me happy :-)

Today I:
-Sleep and talked to you until your plane took off...
-Showered (didnt care to blow dry or do my hair, just let it go.. LoL)
-Attempted to eat cereal (only got through four bites)
-Went to work (was ten minutes late since the freeway was STOPPED for who know what reason)
-Daniel let me ring for a good hour or so (YaY) :-)
- Took my sweet old time and let there a little after 10... (I was last out the door((Come on I had
nothing to leave for)) LoL)
-Came home, talked to my mom for a little bit
-Went on myspace and logged you in for your own your friends money :-) (BTW, by the time you
get out of BCT, you WILL own me on Own Your Friends! Thats my Goal! :-)
-Got in my pjs (Im wearing your shirt :-)))
-Now Im writing you :-)
-Then Im going to sleep...

I Love you baby, you are my world...
MY EVERYTHING!!!