DAY ELEVEN

Hey there my love!
Im at Panera Bread with Arlene right now...
I ate WAYYYY to much...
I actually finished the whole sandwich sitting here and now I regret it..
Ughhhhh....
So they have free internet here so we brought our computers and are looking like nerds...
LoL...
Haha You Love Me!!!

So I have some letters to send out to you...
Just waiting for the address, LoL...

Buuuuuuuuurrrrrrr,
I'm freezing BABY!!!!

The bunny died yesterday :-(
We think she might have gotten bite by something outside...
She is in Bunny Heaven now,
Running around in an endless garden! :-)

We'll my love,
Im packing up to leave so I will write you more in a few babe.
YOUR MY WORLD!!!

KiSSeS!!!

DAY 10

DAY SEVEN

Not a day goes by that I don't think of you baby...

It is still so weird to me that you are not here when I get home from work or when I wake up in the morning...

I hope you are doing okay my love...

I wish I could talk to you, hear your voice, see you, touch you............

Day was just another in the hell hole...
I worked from 12 to like 815...
So I guess good Sunday pay :)

Then Nettie and I went to dinner, Red Robin...
I kept thinking about how when I was there with her last time you were home with the stomach flu and I brought you clam chowder...
See I don't forget things do I???
Heehee

Well my love, I am off to write to write you a letter :-)
Good night and sweet dreams babe!
I Love you with all my heart and soul!!!
Forever and Ever Baby!!!
(-: !!!YOU AND ME!!! :-)

DAY FIVE

My Love!!!

Today Was So Lonely Without You!
We normally hang out all Fridays :-(
I was sad without you...

I REALLY miss you baby and I REALLY want you to come home!!!

Agenda for today:
I hung out with Arlene at her house...
Went to work... (Daniel closed :-) Off at (9:45)
Hung out with Arlene and Emanuel for like an hour...
Read my book...
Writing you my love!!!

I MISS YOUR KISSES AND YOUR TOUCH BABY!!!

Good night my sexy soldier ;-) Your my Everything!!!

DAY THREE

Its official...
Your there in MO...
At Fort Middle Of No Where...

I feel better...
I didn't cry on the way home nor have I cried since I have been sitting in my room.. So far ;-)
I think the crying was so much because you were only about an hour from me and it was like I could see you... There was that opening, you know...
But now that your not even in California, and your on base right, There is no way I can just drive over and hope to get a glimpse of you...

I guess with you being at the Hotel in LA, it made it feel like you were right there over the wall but no one was going to let me get over it to see you...

Now that you are at Boot Camp, I see that this is the start.. Its a new beginning for us... I don't have to cry anymore... Time has actually started now and I get to count down to the day that were back in each others arms :-)

Do not get me wrong, I still miss you to death, but Im not going through a depress anxiety attack anymore... LoL... Again, Im only speaking as of right now... ;-)

I love you baby... I'm so glad that you were able to bring your phone so I could talk to you until you got there... Knowing that you got there safely and everything makes me happy :-)

Today I:
-Sleep and talked to you until your plane took off...
-Showered (didnt care to blow dry or do my hair, just let it go.. LoL)
-Attempted to eat cereal (only got through four bites)
-Went to work (was ten minutes late since the freeway was STOPPED for who know what reason)
-Daniel let me ring for a good hour or so (YaY) :-)
- Took my sweet old time and let there a little after 10... (I was last out the door((Come on I had
nothing to leave for)) LoL)
-Came home, talked to my mom for a little bit
-Went on myspace and logged you in for your own your friends money :-) (BTW, by the time you
get out of BCT, you WILL own me on Own Your Friends! Thats my Goal! :-)
-Got in my pjs (Im wearing your shirt :-)))
-Now Im writing you :-)
-Then Im going to sleep...

I Love you baby, you are my world...
MY EVERYTHING!!!

DAY TWO

~~~ After you left, I went to the mall with Arlene, did some shopping... Do not worry I did not buy anything... Oh Wait, I did get a Pretzel dog... But you told me that I had to eat so I did ;-)

Then I went to work... Boring place still... But I felt I had no reason to leave so I kept detailing and taking my time... It was not too bad...

After work I came home and Arlene came over... We watched a whole one episode of Gossip Girl... Since I have only read the first book, that was as far as we were able to go, lol... Then she left...

And of course, just like everyone said, even you, "Nights are going to be the worth" and that was true... Im so use to you holding me and rubbing my back and just showing me that I have my love next to me and that I am safe where I am... It was hard going to sleep... I do not think I slept very much through the night... You started to text me around 3:30 am and I heard my phone the second it went off... Plus it was hotter then hot and that did not help me too much, lol... I slept on your side :-) with Riley Bear... :-)

I still have not read the letter you wrote me and put in Riley's pocket... Do not worry love, I will read it, I am just holding on to it until I can not text u anymore...

So you just called me :-) I love to hear your voice baby... It is going to be really hard I can not talk to you or text you whenever I want... But if letters is the only way I can talk to you, then letters it is...

Everything came through.. Now you just need your flight ticket and then your set to go baby :-) I hope Srgt Adams can get your rank stuff... I searched to see if I had anything that said that but I could not find anything... I sorry my love...

I am not strong right now... But I will be love... I know this is the hardest part of this (the beginning) but I know I can do it... It is just going to take some time Baby... Im glad I thought of this blog spot thing... Then I can write everything I do and the things that is going through my mind...

Its like when something is bothering someone and you just need to get it all out to feel better... That is what this is helping me do...

And when you get to AIT or what not, you can go through and see everything I have sent to you and what not... I am going to learn to put up pictures on here too... My cousin showed me this site... Hopefully it comes out cool...

Well my love... I am going to go and put our bills and paper work in our folders... And then maybe taco tuesday with everyone, but not sure yet... And hopefully talk to you tonight babe!!!
:-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-)

I Love You for ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A New Beginning...

It is a time for change...
A time to grow...
A time to learn...

I know this is going to be really hard...
But I know that we can both make it through anything baby...
We have been through so much together and we have always came out together...
I know that we can do it now too...
Things might be a little bit different, (Not being near each other),
But in the end,
It will all be worth it,
It will make our love stronger,
And...
It will be the start of our future together...

I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!
I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH!!!!
I AM HERE FOR YOU AND WITH YOU BABE!!!
COME HOME SAFE TO ME BABY!!!!
I AM YOURS!!!!